OMG Today we had softball tryouts, I originally wanted to tryout for soccer but it was too difficult and i chickened out. Well softball was soooooooooooooooooooo hard i freaking hatehatehate catching, i don't think I've ever been bruised this much! And so i suck at catching and throwing far but tomarrow we are hitting and stuff im sooooooooo scared and I really hope i make it into softball. Well on other news i LOVe this one dude, black is so his color. in other news, theres this guy (same guy trying to make me J in homecoming) who is now speaking with this "popular" girl in my classes and its just pissing me off!!! IDK why im just paranoid and i think he feels too cool with her talking to him, and get this, there friends on FACEBOOK! and they write on eachothers WALLS! what has this world come to? Fmlish
OHHHH i threaded my eyebrows for the first time today!!!!!! It hurt like a bitch!
Wish me luck! -H
Monday, November 16, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 9: Day 9
Hm, well yesterday was Sunday and I don't really recall what i did but i do remember not being able to sleep. I started the book I have to read for english, HuckFin, and yea its been fun?
- H.
- H.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 8: Catching up.
Hmm.today was a Saturday. I woke up, ate, finished watching Love Actually and yea. I was talking to my sister, and her motherducking friend took my favorite sweater and that bitch hasn't given it back to me so that kind of pissed me the fuck off.
Anyways i got a call from my friend from like middle school, we talked about her life and mine. Its so awesome catching up with her, its times like these where I'm glad I moved here kind of.
Well I'm off to sleep.
Goodnight - H.
Anyways i got a call from my friend from like middle school, we talked about her life and mine. Its so awesome catching up with her, its times like these where I'm glad I moved here kind of.
Well I'm off to sleep.
Goodnight - H.
|Project: 365| Day 7: Think think think
Hmm, well yesterday was pretty, i cant remember. I went to school, i was in a good mood, actually. I had a math quiz, and we had to get into groups, i am in a group with this cheerleader and this annoying weirdo. The annoying weirdo kept asking me for my answers and i was like omg, and so the cheerleader was like hey help me, and she wrote something on her paper saying omg "shes so annoying" and i replied saying "and immature" and after that i felt kind of weird, i was just like idk, i kind of regretted saying it but its true, she is annoying and immature, but that was just eating me throughout the day. And so in lunch, the guy that danced with my friend in homecoming walked by us with his friends, and his friend is this dude who was in my math last year he was a fob and we had this eye contact thing going on, but now its like hes too cool, so as he walked by my friend they smiled at each other and she has convinced herself that she loves him. Well so after school, i came home, and did stuff I was in the mood for a movie so i was watching Love Actually but then i fell asleep and i just finished watching it right now.
Well that was my essay on yesterday.
Byee -H.
Well that was my essay on yesterday.
Byee -H.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 5: Brighter
Yay no school, today i spent my day doing random things.
Well the best part of today was the part where my friend from like 4 yrs ago texted me!! Gosh good old middle school, she was my best friend in 8th grade and it feels so amazing catching up with her. Well im supposed to be sleeping but i have no idea what time school starts tomorrow so im going to wake up an hour later anyways. lol
Gniite<3 -H.
Well the best part of today was the part where my friend from like 4 yrs ago texted me!! Gosh good old middle school, she was my best friend in 8th grade and it feels so amazing catching up with her. Well im supposed to be sleeping but i have no idea what time school starts tomorrow so im going to wake up an hour later anyways. lol
Gniite<3 -H.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 4: Gahhhhhhhhh.
Ok well as you guys may have noticed, ive been writing my blogs the day after the actual day but its only because by the end of the day im just soo exhausted or i forget to write it.
Well yesterday was just a big fat mess. I tried ditching my friend, and during lunch i went to the library and told her i needed to study for my history test and she came in and there were no seats left so she left and i was just like ugh. I don't know what to do, considering the fact that shes like my only friend I'm screwed. And shes like those anti social pupils and don't speak with anyone. Appearance wise, shes not pretty and her hairs retarded looking, and she looks emo. And idk, if she didn't fallow me around everywhere I'm sure I would have made a lot of friends by now. FML. On a brighter note, in sixth period i was playing catch with an eraser with my friend, and somehow it turned into this fight lol, i smacked the eraser onto him and it was fun, we had a sub and i failed the test. And while we were leaving the class the dude i was kidding quoted something, "Ill slap you so hard, youll forget your mom" I dont know why i found it to be so funny, but yess.
Well back to my burden, my friend texted me when I got home and she was pissed off because the school called her parents saying that she is failing all of her classes, and so they grounded her and shes like pissed off and I'm like, its all your fault stop bitching about it and actually try fixing it. And she said blah blah something along the lines of "I failed at school I failed my parents i failed my friends everyone hates me even you hate me! im gonna kill myself, and you know how u said im obsessed with boys, its only because there's nothing else to talk about". To which i replied saying something along the lines of "Well, your a mess. I wouldn't hate you if you gave a shit about something, about anything, and actually tried being social and meeting new people. and i know the only reason your boy obsessed is because you someone to care about you." Ughh, i know i must seem like such a bitch, but i don't know, i normally dont act this way. I act different around her then i do around other people, i just turn into this irritant bitch. AGH, help me!
fmlfmlmfmlfml -H.
Well yesterday was just a big fat mess. I tried ditching my friend, and during lunch i went to the library and told her i needed to study for my history test and she came in and there were no seats left so she left and i was just like ugh. I don't know what to do, considering the fact that shes like my only friend I'm screwed. And shes like those anti social pupils and don't speak with anyone. Appearance wise, shes not pretty and her hairs retarded looking, and she looks emo. And idk, if she didn't fallow me around everywhere I'm sure I would have made a lot of friends by now. FML. On a brighter note, in sixth period i was playing catch with an eraser with my friend, and somehow it turned into this fight lol, i smacked the eraser onto him and it was fun, we had a sub and i failed the test. And while we were leaving the class the dude i was kidding quoted something, "Ill slap you so hard, youll forget your mom" I dont know why i found it to be so funny, but yess.
Well back to my burden, my friend texted me when I got home and she was pissed off because the school called her parents saying that she is failing all of her classes, and so they grounded her and shes like pissed off and I'm like, its all your fault stop bitching about it and actually try fixing it. And she said blah blah something along the lines of "I failed at school I failed my parents i failed my friends everyone hates me even you hate me! im gonna kill myself, and you know how u said im obsessed with boys, its only because there's nothing else to talk about". To which i replied saying something along the lines of "Well, your a mess. I wouldn't hate you if you gave a shit about something, about anything, and actually tried being social and meeting new people. and i know the only reason your boy obsessed is because you someone to care about you." Ughh, i know i must seem like such a bitch, but i don't know, i normally dont act this way. I act different around her then i do around other people, i just turn into this irritant bitch. AGH, help me!
fmlfmlmfmlfml -H.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 3: UGH. Doubts.
Today was just whatever. Went to school, during the day I realized I want to set everything I have planned for myself into motion. Whether its ditching this annoying dumb ass I'm currently friends with, or just joining a sport. I want to do it ALL.
Throughout the day, i saw that guy from homecoming, that one guy that I was dancing behind and we held awesome eye contact <3 hehe. Lamee, I know.
And then I caught myself thinking "hmm, life if we got married". But whatever, im a looser! and im going to stay here forever. And the sad thing is, is just that im just a plain looser, i mean ive been told im pretty before, and i make an effort to look good. But im SO beyond weird. Like my personalities just unmanageable and that, my friends, is my your moms want me. No, but i do however, think its my personality that makes it so hard for me to make friends with like those cliche girly girls because, they talk about all this OTHER stuff, and ya.
Bye whores,
- H
Throughout the day, i saw that guy from homecoming, that one guy that I was dancing behind and we held awesome eye contact <3 hehe. Lamee, I know.
And then I caught myself thinking "hmm, life if we got married". But whatever, im a looser! and im going to stay here forever. And the sad thing is, is just that im just a plain looser, i mean ive been told im pretty before, and i make an effort to look good. But im SO beyond weird. Like my personalities just unmanageable and that, my friends, is my your moms want me. No, but i do however, think its my personality that makes it so hard for me to make friends with like those cliche girly girls because, they talk about all this OTHER stuff, and ya.
Bye whores,
- H
Monday, November 9, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 2: Whad Happund?
Hmm, today was non existent. I just finished my homework and i really dont know what happened to this entire day. Well my first thought when I woke up was "OMG! I'm an idiot. Why did I dance in homecoming? I wonder who saw me. People must think I'm stupid. How stupid did i look when i was dancing? I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL ANYMORE"
Yes, yes, very stupid thoughts and very immature. But its all thats been going through my mind all day. I didn't do much today, just hung out, danced in front of a mirror, danced in my kitchen, took a shower, and painted my nails. Well I am so exausted and I just need to sleep, I shall blog to you all tomorrow, in hopes of something partially exiting happening. Ahh, I hate school.
Goodnight -H.
Yes, yes, very stupid thoughts and very immature. But its all thats been going through my mind all day. I didn't do much today, just hung out, danced in front of a mirror, danced in my kitchen, took a shower, and painted my nails. Well I am so exausted and I just need to sleep, I shall blog to you all tomorrow, in hopes of something partially exiting happening. Ahh, I hate school.
Goodnight -H.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
|Project: 365| Day 1: Homecoming!
Well well welllll, so as I previously told you guys, I went to homecoming yesterday, and it was soooooooooo much fun! I went to the homecoming game first, it was ok we lost 8-20. Yes, our team does suck.
Anyways, getting ready for homecoming at first the dress I wanted to wear was too big and I went through that whole dilemma and but then I figured it all out and I got all dolled up and went to the dance. When I got there, I realized left my money in the car and hadn't noticed until I had to pay so I had to wait another 15 mins for my money to come back, and as soon as I entered the dance there was like a crazy teenager humping orgy going on. Akward.
So I Danced like crazy and I think I burnt like 5000 calories. I went with my friend, and she was so lost she seriously did not know how to dance, but she had fun and it was awesome. The highlight of the night was the part where this guy who used to like me or still does I don't know, but he came up right behind me and started grinding with this girl, I think he was trying to make me jealous but I hadn't noticed until my friend brought it up. And so we left to a new spot, and like 5 minutes later I saw them making out on the bleachers, attention whore much? Well after they sexed on the bleachers they came back to dance, and I think he was trying to close to me again considering the fact that his friends kept staring at me while I was dancing. So later on I saw this dude I liked and he was just standing there, in the middle of the dance floor, with his friend and I got close to him, my back was to him and I was dancing but he didn't seem to care. Fml. My friend really wanted a dude to dance with, the first time, I asked this guy for her, and they were like grinding it was so fuxing awkward, but then the song ended, and then she asked two other guys who said no or not really and she was like depressed. That reminds me while we were dancing, we somehow ended up in the middle of nowhere and there were like 3 guys grinding with these girls and my friend was like squeezed in between them and OMG, let me just say, I hope they were wearing condoms. Hm, well i kind of wanted a dude to dance with too, there were a lot that were just standing around, I was going to ask this one guy, but then I got reminded of the fact that I am a female, and I shouldn't seem desperate. There was this one couple, this sophomore girl in my English class and this senior football player, OMG, they looked so hot together, and she was so trying to turn him on and it apparently worked.So as the night was coming to an end I was dancing the night away and it was just amazing. It made me realize what high school is truly about....making amazing memories! Ah,I can't wait for other stuff to happen. Hehe.
-Laterrrs! H.
Anyways, getting ready for homecoming at first the dress I wanted to wear was too big and I went through that whole dilemma and but then I figured it all out and I got all dolled up and went to the dance. When I got there, I realized left my money in the car and hadn't noticed until I had to pay so I had to wait another 15 mins for my money to come back, and as soon as I entered the dance there was like a crazy teenager humping orgy going on. Akward.
So I Danced like crazy and I think I burnt like 5000 calories. I went with my friend, and she was so lost she seriously did not know how to dance, but she had fun and it was awesome. The highlight of the night was the part where this guy who used to like me or still does I don't know, but he came up right behind me and started grinding with this girl, I think he was trying to make me jealous but I hadn't noticed until my friend brought it up. And so we left to a new spot, and like 5 minutes later I saw them making out on the bleachers, attention whore much? Well after they sexed on the bleachers they came back to dance, and I think he was trying to close to me again considering the fact that his friends kept staring at me while I was dancing. So later on I saw this dude I liked and he was just standing there, in the middle of the dance floor, with his friend and I got close to him, my back was to him and I was dancing but he didn't seem to care. Fml. My friend really wanted a dude to dance with, the first time, I asked this guy for her, and they were like grinding it was so fuxing awkward, but then the song ended, and then she asked two other guys who said no or not really and she was like depressed. That reminds me while we were dancing, we somehow ended up in the middle of nowhere and there were like 3 guys grinding with these girls and my friend was like squeezed in between them and OMG, let me just say, I hope they were wearing condoms. Hm, well i kind of wanted a dude to dance with too, there were a lot that were just standing around, I was going to ask this one guy, but then I got reminded of the fact that I am a female, and I shouldn't seem desperate. There was this one couple, this sophomore girl in my English class and this senior football player, OMG, they looked so hot together, and she was so trying to turn him on and it apparently worked.So as the night was coming to an end I was dancing the night away and it was just amazing. It made me realize what high school is truly about....making amazing memories! Ah,I can't wait for other stuff to happen. Hehe.
-Laterrrs! H.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
|Project: 365| Intro: Voyage through self discovery.
Hello,
My name is, well you can refer to me as just H. I am a fifteen year old sophomore at a chaotically supreme high school in a small suburb of Orange County, California. I moved down here about 8 months ago from Los Angeles county, and since then, lets just say my life hasn't been exactly simple. And to make it all worth while, I moved just after the second week of the second semester of freshman year. If any of you know what high school is about, you'll know just how much trouble I had getting used to my new surroundings. The people here, the school, the clothes, the personalities, its all so different from the little LA city I had grown up in, and accepted. But these 8 months have passed by fairly quickly and as of right now, I am trying my best to gather my life up, and make FRIENDS, since I appear to have so much trouble with that.
Well what this blog is basically about, is.....me. For the next year or so, I will try my best to blog about each day and its almost like my personal online diary that I'm sharing with you all. I'm mostly doing this to examine the changes I will go through as the year passes by. It's also a great way to remember what I had been feeling once upon the time. On that note, today is Saturday it has been about 2 months since school has started and today is my schools homecoming dance. I am planning on attending with my only friend, S. Although she pisses me off a lot and I always feel the need to shoot myself in the face when I'm around her, shes my only friend, and shes very anti social so she has quite a difficult time making friends, herself. Well I shall now go and prepare myself for thus hectic day ahead.
-Cya, H.
My name is, well you can refer to me as just H. I am a fifteen year old sophomore at a chaotically supreme high school in a small suburb of Orange County, California. I moved down here about 8 months ago from Los Angeles county, and since then, lets just say my life hasn't been exactly simple. And to make it all worth while, I moved just after the second week of the second semester of freshman year. If any of you know what high school is about, you'll know just how much trouble I had getting used to my new surroundings. The people here, the school, the clothes, the personalities, its all so different from the little LA city I had grown up in, and accepted. But these 8 months have passed by fairly quickly and as of right now, I am trying my best to gather my life up, and make FRIENDS, since I appear to have so much trouble with that.
Well what this blog is basically about, is.....me. For the next year or so, I will try my best to blog about each day and its almost like my personal online diary that I'm sharing with you all. I'm mostly doing this to examine the changes I will go through as the year passes by. It's also a great way to remember what I had been feeling once upon the time. On that note, today is Saturday it has been about 2 months since school has started and today is my schools homecoming dance. I am planning on attending with my only friend, S. Although she pisses me off a lot and I always feel the need to shoot myself in the face when I'm around her, shes my only friend, and shes very anti social so she has quite a difficult time making friends, herself. Well I shall now go and prepare myself for thus hectic day ahead.
-Cya, H.
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