Ok well as you guys may have noticed, ive been writing my blogs the day after the actual day but its only because by the end of the day im just soo exhausted or i forget to write it.
Well yesterday was just a big fat mess. I tried ditching my friend, and during lunch i went to the library and told her i needed to study for my history test and she came in and there were no seats left so she left and i was just like ugh. I don't know what to do, considering the fact that shes like my only friend I'm screwed. And shes like those anti social pupils and don't speak with anyone. Appearance wise, shes not pretty and her hairs retarded looking, and she looks emo. And idk, if she didn't fallow me around everywhere I'm sure I would have made a lot of friends by now. FML. On a brighter note, in sixth period i was playing catch with an eraser with my friend, and somehow it turned into this fight lol, i smacked the eraser onto him and it was fun, we had a sub and i failed the test. And while we were leaving the class the dude i was kidding quoted something, "Ill slap you so hard, youll forget your mom" I dont know why i found it to be so funny, but yess.
Well back to my burden, my friend texted me when I got home and she was pissed off because the school called her parents saying that she is failing all of her classes, and so they grounded her and shes like pissed off and I'm like, its all your fault stop bitching about it and actually try fixing it. And she said blah blah something along the lines of "I failed at school I failed my parents i failed my friends everyone hates me even you hate me! im gonna kill myself, and you know how u said im obsessed with boys, its only because there's nothing else to talk about". To which i replied saying something along the lines of "Well, your a mess. I wouldn't hate you if you gave a shit about something, about anything, and actually tried being social and meeting new people. and i know the only reason your boy obsessed is because you someone to care about you." Ughh, i know i must seem like such a bitch, but i don't know, i normally dont act this way. I act different around her then i do around other people, i just turn into this irritant bitch. AGH, help me!
fmlfmlmfmlfml -H.
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